hmm yeah, so today was pretty crappy. Worked at IDA, fucked up a couple of times. I hate starting a new job, because i'm always nervous, and super sensitive, and worry a lot, and i just generally have no fucking clue as to whats going on. And we get so many grumpy, rude old people. now, senoirs get a disount on regular priced items. So this guy comes up and I rang him through, then he gets all pissed off because I didnt give him a senoirs discount. Well shit man you dont look like a fucking senoir.... so He made me re-do it, and he literally only saved 50 cents...he was just so fucking rude, I just felt like crying. And its not like you can just delete it, nooo, I have to call the manager over the P.A, get her to come to the counter, intial the reciept. So basicly everyone knows that I fucked up. It just drives me nuts, cause i really enjoy annoucing to everyone that I fucked up. I can deal with super bitchy customers at Once Upon A child, just because, a) if I fuck up, its generally pretty simple to fix, b) I know what I'm talking about, and I feel like I have some authority there. Well not with the other employees, but like, I know what I'm talking about, I can think quickly there, and I know im not going to get in trouble. I can easily settle disputes with customers, and even if they leave mad it doesnt get under my skin, or anything. Mainly because I know im right, and I know that I did the right thing. And even when I fuck up, I know im not going to get in trouble, someone will just tell me what to do next time, and if i really get stuck with a customer, theres almost always someone else there to jump in and help me out.
So then I go home take a nap, cause i know im having a bad day, and im just being really sensitive and just I basicly dont know whats going on emotionally. So whatever I wake up, Becky invites me over to her place, with a couple of other people. I stayed an hour, before I called my mom and got her to come and pick me up.... I just felt so alone, and just didnt want to be around other people... which sucks because I never see people, but whatever, I just couldnt deal with being there. not that there was anything to deal with. today im just fucked up mentally. And now im here.
anyway, as for the rest of my weekend was pretty good.
Friday, me, mindy and shannon went down to toronto to go to a concert. We ended up thinking itd be kinda funny if we went into the audience for Much On Demand....well they ended up doing a spoof of american idol and needed 3 people to be a contestant on it. So me being me, decided that yeah what the hell I'll do it, cause you didnt have to sing, which was for the best as I was really loosing my voice. But anyway, I was just going to strech my skin and do some double jointed thing. well mindy wanted me to put my leg over my head, so its my turn and I did, and streched my skin. I could have done a lot better tricks than what I did, but hey this was pretty spur of the moment type thing. so I basicly made an ass of my self on national tv.... and soooooooo many people saw me...oh man, And I had that stupid grin on my face. the 'im such an idoit'grin that you cant wipe off with a sandblaster. So anyway, whatever, most people who saw it got a laugh outta it, so whatever I dont care.
The concert was really good. My ashma was acting up pretty damn bad, cause im still kinda sick...boo not fun....
I ended up falling down in the pit, and was down there for a good minute... yeah lots of bruises from that. Then when Guttermouth came on, I ended up having an ashma attack, cause i was smushed between a bunch of people, and was starting to pass out...not fun... so the security guy lifted me over the barrier, and took me off stage, and smacked my head off a poll...but he gave me some water and almost called an ambulance...didnt want an ambulance... But it was fun times.
I found a pair of sexy doc martins for $150....hmmm I hope they're still there. Cause i really want them... and thats an awesome price for them, although they will look funny on my, as I have really big feet, but I dont care cause they're comfortable!!!
hmm what else...oh I chilled with Lance last night. I like chillin with him, its fun. We just sit in timmy's. I enjoy it though.
bah, I have to work 11-12 hours tommorow straight. no fun!!!
but I get paid every week. which is good.
anyway, I suppose thats all Im a gonna sayf or now.
