well what can i say, chris pulls through again. *claps* and so should you. well not much else to say, ny hair never wants to stay one colour! me and christina had fun with lipstick. hahah now no one can complain that i dont blog, because to my belief this is my third one to day! so hahahah. take taht! have you any idea how sad my life is , me and christina both really like this song, Lemonade, by Tsunami Bomb. they're a unknown punk band. and because both of us could sing that, we wanted to know the lyrics, so i sat down and figured them out!, its a great song. alot would call it pop-punk, but i dont know i mean just cause its a chic band means nothing, and the fact that they use metophers. i dont know now im just rambling!, but i always do that, im starting to fall back in to my insomic ways. not fun :'( my hair is soooo soft, everyone always touched it when it was horribly dead, not that it still isnt, but now it's a touchable dead.but now its soft, and not because stina and i had hair sex. tommorows girls nite!, we basicaly have one every week, they're great, sometimes we dress up, tommorow i think that i will dress up in some way. i dont know wheni wear dresses and skirts, i always feel like i look really funky, it always makes me feel pretty. i can finalty look myself in the mirror and see that im not ugly like i used to think that i was, just being able to look in the mirror and not wanna insult your self is amazing. i honstly feel so much better about my self. i also realize what a feat that is, considering that many women will go through they're lives thinking thinks that are not true. now im not saying that im amazingly hott or anything, but i dont hate myself anymore. i think that a lot of this has to do with my friends, they are so very supportive and we are constantly telling each other how pretty the other person is and pointing out they're atturbiutes. and then theres keith. i dont know, he's just always saying stuff. and i always feel so safe when im with him, and complety relaxed. nothing is going through my mind, well most of the time, and it's like i dont have a worry in the world. its just so nice to be with him. run away from everything, and not hav eto think about anything. what can i say, my friends aleays know what to say , espically mathewson, anytime that anything is wrong, if i tell him he always knows what to say. and i know that he wont run around the school telling people. i think that its great that i have such a great bunch of friends that will alwasy be there for me. and we dont have to prentend that we're someone else. i know who i fit with, and i couldnt ask for more.!!!

well this has been a really long blog, but yeah you dont care
gotta love how i tell you what you think