well well, we've been added to the wastedpotentail blog link thingy. alright, well my winter picnic went spendlidedly! it was so weird today, like 3 or 4 people added me too theyre msn. i was a little over whelmed. but thats ok. well i cant join in on the im single bit. so yeah. i dunno with the whole suside thing, you really have to admire theyre honstey, because thats a hard thing to tell people. and i think that everyone thinks about it at one point or another. i know quite a few people who are so sercetive of theyre depression. they hide it from theyre best friends. i dont think taht i could do taht, i mean when i dont feel happy, do i want to pretend that i am. no. all my friends know that im depressive. i dont care. but i dont see it as a character flaw. its something taht we were born with and have to learn to live with. i mean, yeah ive seriously considered suside, and its a really scary thing to deal with. but its even scarier when you dont cry,and theres nothing telling you not to. when your whole mind goes clear, and you dicide taht it would be best for everyone. and your in a complete trance. well anyways, before i bring all of you down.
~france will be the death of my fun!~