hey renee im posting again i am. whats this constant thing. its an addiction that our group shares, we get relient on this to keep our minds occupied. i wish i would more relevent things to talk about. i think a whole lot of us are feeling bleak about the whole relationship thing. i neverkno what i want. i usually wait till oportunity passes me by. gr 9 was better cuz ur new u meet a whole bunch of new ppl now all the guys i kno are like friends and taken. i wish i had a better idea of what i wanted. i kinda have a crush on someone now. i dont kno how to act now. i hate relationships. they never seem to work out for me. if u insist on knowing who the person is i have a crush on (not like many of u care) may ask i just dont feel like posting it for all to see. ive been trying to figure out what i truly feel. its such a complex thing our thoughts and emotions. one of lifes mysteries. but i hate it i always feel like im wearing a mask. like im a big phoney. well at least i have my art and music. well id rather not continue on like this. yes renee to the conrroversial issues. i too am against abortion. to me its murder!
later