very sorry to alley once again....what can i say today? umm, i love auto...i'm just grinding the paint off the car, but it's something that makes me feel smart...anyway..isn't amazing how someone can tell you something, and make you all happy, then a second later you read something and you are suddenly in the dumps? i think that its shitty but hey...i dunno i'm worried about a couple of people, but enough about that...i don't really know what to say, i'm torn between writing what i feel at this moment, and babling on about something so pointless that you would only skim read it...because i don't know what to do i shall do nothing, i figure its the safest thing. because if i write what i want to then people might take it the wrong way, or become worried, but if i babble on then what am i doing for anyone, or myself?