im here just as you are. im talkingto someone i haven't talked to in months. i'm wearing pants that still fit me exactly the same as they did in grade six. i'm listening to the dwarves. i can't find the lyrics to all. to sit comfortably i have to unbotton the the botton on my jeans. i'm listening to a tape full of love songs/ kind of...i have silver spraypaint on my hands.i wish that i had funky coloured hair.my friend thinks that i'm great. last night i slept in the same bed as my mom. i hate my civics class. i love my auto class because either i feel really smart or really dumb.today was a smart day. today i was reading a magizine and i saw a smily face condom. i need to paint my nails. i don't think that many people read this blog.i dont care if anyone reads this because this is where i get out what i'm thinking sometimes. its one of the few places that i can express my self. and i don't care weather people think that i bitch topo much on here, or that its too depressive.i've got to get it out somehow...i'm not allowed to go to bed until 9pm.one week until my first female bests friend turns 16. i'm talking to bryn and thats it...i like chips and dip...i've been thinking about her everynight. does she every think about me? cause she's always on my mind. does everythink about me? i like to sing....i;m always singing...i've cometo the point where i can sing in front of my friends and people that i don't really know and not care...i've also decided that my singing voice isn't as bad as it could be...i can't let you go, i've built my world around you, what do you think about me and you???
we've got to figure it out tonight....you and me gota stupid kind of love...stupid in everyway.....you say tomotateo, i say beefjerky....
anyway, my keyboard has a health warning on it...i'ma hopeless romantic... i'm actually not, but i like sweet little things...like little surprises.kinder surprise toys...i'm clingy... i'm full of apologizes....i love hugs...i know some people who give great hugs! i tackle nick everytime i see him in the halls, but if i'm in a bad mood or need a hug,, then i ambush him...i like to tackle people....i used to be amazing at it...i used to be pretty good at a lot of things...i wasn't amazing at sports, but i got by...i'm a hypocraite...i suck at speaking french...i suck at verbs, but i love the way the language sounds...i love the way mme. milot talks, but i hate the way mme.driscoll talks...scott is the highlight of civics class...i'll get far without you, i'll pull it off somehow. you're th only place in my heart i call home....i don't know what to say to you, the words all come out wrong. what would i say to you, so i sing my song....i wish i could write lyrics....good ones anyway...i love this tape...i might be seeing bryn on the break...that would be cool....whe you see me walk away, and something inside you breaks.maybe thats the first time that we ever felt the same.....at the moment alley is confessing that she hates me...i think she's joking...she better be, or i'll, i'll , i'll hug her?!? she would hate me for that...and now i'm talking about sex aith bryn...i'm talking about sex baby, i'm talking about you nad me. i'm talking about all the good things and the bad things taht could be. lets talk about sex...i'm talking with bryn like we always did...its great... and i'd do anything for you, and i would die for you, and i'd do anything for you...we first time we kissed it was like magic. and i know that your the only girl for me, your the girl in my dreams... good news alley forgives me!!!for what i'm not sure...but hey, its all good in my books...wow i've been typing about nothing for a long time now