hello hello...damn being sick! so im not at school today! happy birthday sonja!
well the wedding was really fun. it was so beutiful. to see real love and the older couples who still care alot about eachother..i almost cried so many times, it was such a nice wedding. one of the flower girls thought that me and charly were engaged! haha, she wanted to be the flower girl at our wedding..we have it all planned out, charly's the wife, because when we were dancing i was always leading, and i have the husky voice right now...but yeah *sigh* good times....
christina: i did make an effort to stop, i had quit for a month and a half. but that doesnt mean anything for the present, and i know that. drugs dont have more im portance than friends, or school. i'm doing REALLY well in school right now. you are right, i am sorry that people are going to get mad at me. i am also sorry that i scared anyone, or anything. yes my sorry's and promises are losing credabilty. and im gald that you did confront me, i wish it was under better circumstances, but im glad that you did.and i'd love the chance to prove you wrong, but you have to give me that chance. and i will get back to you on what you said on friday, but give me sometime to think things over. i will get back to you though

"I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful."