ahh, now that christmas is over, i dunno...
I miss Tyler. We decided to take a week for time to ourselves, and he would call me on monday. well I'm kinda glad that we took some time, cause it made me realise that I love him so much. I can't even begin to explain. And that I was being really immature the past month. I know he's busy and tired. and if I can only see him once a week, then I'm damn happy that I'm seeing him once a week. I really want to call him or e-mail him and tell him that I'm sorry, and that I love him. But he deserves the whole week to himself, and so I'm just going to have to wait. I haven't even been cring much this week, well I cried the first 2 days, but after that, I've just been constently thinking about him, and how much I love him. Scarily enough, I don't want to be with anyone else. I don't even have the desire to be with anyone but him. I just want to be with him. I really hope he feels the same way, and I hope he doesn't need anymore time for himself. As selfish as that seems, I just want to be there to well, just be there. Two more days....God it seems like forever. . .