awkward?
ello
so yesterday I hung out with Joe and Lance. We started off at Joes, but Lance forgot consitine (sp?) at his house, so we headed back there. Which i was kinda worried about. its been a long time since Ive been at his house. So I was so worried that it was going to be so awkward and just hard to be there, especially in his room. So we got there, and instead of taking my usual spot on his bed, I sat my ass on the floor. To which Joe asked me why I didnt sit on the bed, or if I wanted to sit on this cusion thingy, but I said no. So we watched the movie, I ended up sitting on the cusion cause my ass was getting sore. So it was me and joe squashed on this cusion, and lance lying on the bed right above us. So it was nice to actually be close to people. I really miss that about having close friends, is that you can have that kind of phycial closeness. Just being able to be in their personal space, I guess thats what it is, just makes me feel included, and comfortable. So it was nice.
hmm other than that I had today off, which was nice, except that jen came into my room first thing in the morning to steal some perfume, wearing my one of my favorite t shirts, that I was planning on wearing today. So we ended up getting into a big screaming match because she's always stealing my stuff, and its pissing me off. I never have anything to wear because she has it. but of course she denies stealing my clothes. Which pisses me off even more, considering she has pretty much adopted my cbgb's hoodie as her own. she even fucking sleeps in it. now come on. And shes like ' that was last year.' hmm yeah what do you consider last year, yesterday? did a new year start this morning?!?!
Like for fucksake.
anyway, thats all for now
so yesterday I hung out with Joe and Lance. We started off at Joes, but Lance forgot consitine (sp?) at his house, so we headed back there. Which i was kinda worried about. its been a long time since Ive been at his house. So I was so worried that it was going to be so awkward and just hard to be there, especially in his room. So we got there, and instead of taking my usual spot on his bed, I sat my ass on the floor. To which Joe asked me why I didnt sit on the bed, or if I wanted to sit on this cusion thingy, but I said no. So we watched the movie, I ended up sitting on the cusion cause my ass was getting sore. So it was me and joe squashed on this cusion, and lance lying on the bed right above us. So it was nice to actually be close to people. I really miss that about having close friends, is that you can have that kind of phycial closeness. Just being able to be in their personal space, I guess thats what it is, just makes me feel included, and comfortable. So it was nice.
hmm other than that I had today off, which was nice, except that jen came into my room first thing in the morning to steal some perfume, wearing my one of my favorite t shirts, that I was planning on wearing today. So we ended up getting into a big screaming match because she's always stealing my stuff, and its pissing me off. I never have anything to wear because she has it. but of course she denies stealing my clothes. Which pisses me off even more, considering she has pretty much adopted my cbgb's hoodie as her own. she even fucking sleeps in it. now come on. And shes like ' that was last year.' hmm yeah what do you consider last year, yesterday? did a new year start this morning?!?!
Like for fucksake.
anyway, thats all for now
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