it really seems like im the only one who every posts...meh....you know you love it...anyways, today was really crappy, especilly lunch, oh well, nothing anyone says can help me im in such a hole of my own crap, oh well enough of me being a jackass.
anyways, moving on...my cat sophie likes to play with this rubber restince band that i do my phyiso with, and she goes nuts trying to get it outta the drawer that i keep it in so that she wont ruin it. i take it out to do my excireses with and shes just so happy.she thinks that im gonna play with her, what a nut. so while im using it she gives me the sad puppy look. then follows me after i put it back. so she guilted me into giving her catnip....so that was a stupid pointless story about my cat, and how easyly i am guilted, unless your erin, she took it to far. so all and all its raining all around me if not externally then interally.
man im really pessimestic, and gloomy. i understand why stina brings the cheer and sunnyness into our group and i bring the rain. i really should post untill i have something good or positive to say. other wise ill just bring you down, i should learn to bottle this all up and to hide my emotions again, but i came out of that habit, now i wish that i could suffer in quiteness knowing that i am not bring down anyone, nor am i cramping their style. i will try.