deserve? do i really deserve anything better tahn this??its all bullshit..."dont expect too much from me and you might not be let down....."someone told me i deserve so much more than this and i just cant beleive it....but who cares? this all bullshit anyway.....jut ignore everything i write, its easier that way......ignore everythnig i say!!!DO IT!!!!!!!!!the pain is hurting the ribcagte and i should take partner for a walk so adios and forget about these worthless blogs ok?