hey all. posting again, havent for a while. my time on the computer has been rather limited lately. so i was gonna go to worl but then i got a huge migraine so i went home. it was weird my whole body went numb and i couldnt see properly cuz i kept seeing dots. prolly not the greatest. neway yeah vday coming up. man if only these holidays werent so over rated. see cuz everyone else makes a big deal it sucks for me cuz im soooo allloooonne someone hold me! *tear* but neway yeah ive been feeling rather out of place. it doesnt seem like i fit in newhere i go. it sucks man. and yeah every1 is a good friend to me but the fact that im a christian makes me kinda not completely there.im not sure if i make sense but i mean im the only one. and for some reason thats the religion that everyone(i kno im exaggerating) feels the need to ridicule. and i never completely felt in place at church either. its a sad thing really. just another teen misfit. man ive been thinking so much lately. sorry about making this a complete place for venting. im also upset renee... we never really hang out anymore just you and me. what happened? i guess my insecurities make me feel like im replaced. argh i can explain what im feeling. man and guess who failed their G1 test! haha ur looking at her... well i guess u cant but obviously its me. how sad oh well i will go for it on the 22nd again. well finally: literacy test. how i feel? man its SUCH a waste of time. really i dont understand. its just a way for ontario students to be more unified or something. well neway i am a rambling again. this is usually the time to draw things to a close. well guess thats it. i think i might have a better weekend this week. i dunno its a feeling
peace