Tuesday, February 19, 2002

hey all
I too have not posted in a while. Suddenly I had a urge to say. well I've had a lot on my mind... I'm trying not to beat around the bush on what im trying to say......guys ive gotta tell you I've sat back on this issue for a long time. I've seen it and observed. In case you dont kno what im talking about its drugs.(man that sounded cheesiefied right out of an add) but neway I've kept fairly quiet on the whole issue. I've never said ive liked it or done it but i see what it does to other people and its not pretty. im writing about this now because im freaggin terrified. im scared of what they do to you guys. ive been an observer for almost two years now and before i never really liked them but after the past events im thinking im hating them with a passion. in eeriks words its sensationalism. its fake. im sure it feels good now but really look back and ask yourself is it really worth it. since 2002 started the whole drug thing has gotten pretty bad. ive seen fights and problems in relationships because of them. it hurts to say but personally i dont think eerik would have killed him self if it wasnt for them. i kno many people are willing to debate this and saying that im wrong but ur only fooling yourselves. i really dont wanna judge any one i hate judgement and its not my place to do it because im human and i make bad choices. but drugs scare the crap out of me. a few fridays ago me and some other people had a scare with them and i feel its fair to say that it got out of hand. DONT THROW YOUR LIFE AWAY ITS WORTH A LOT MORE THAN THAT!!!!
i read blogs a lot. its a fun passtime of mine. ive been thinking a lot lately...perhaps too much. but I look at what a lot of people write about. its about getting high. guys life does not revolve around drugs and im telling you guys because you my friends and i see it destroy people. im really scared. im not sure what really came over me now. but seriously think about it. why are you doing this. to find happiness? sensationalism. trust me its not there. your just wasting time and money by doing that cycle.

im aware this goes against a lot of peoples lifestyles. im sure many people will be angry after reading this. and if i offend anyone im sorry. its just been building inside me for a while...but let me ask you how much do you gain for a few cheap highs?
feel free to post your thoughts on the guestbook or on your own blogs i read them all anyway

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