and im back yet again
my heating pad smells like string beans...
i have decided not to have any kids of my own...instead i will adopt...like i did with my cat, she was horrible when i first got her, then she slowly got better. i just keept petting her and showing her love, and now she's the best, and im her favorite...if you show someone or something (pets) uncondisonal love no matter what they do, it will help them....
but back to my origanal topic, i'm going to adopt because a) i have really crapy genes. b) there are so many children out there that need to be loved and a home and someone to love. why do i need a minutre me? why not never give up on someone else's child. why not show them that they're dreams can come true...why not show them that they are like anyone else, and just as good? why not? thats what im going to do...i'm not going to pick the cutest, or the smartest. i'm going to pick the one that needs me most...