i'm sorry that you feel that way... but unfortunatly theres nothing i can do about it...i did get a diagnoses but i don't really fell like sharing it with the world anymore...oh well...but i am changing meds so i am apologizing in advance, because i have to go off my meds, and i'm pretty bitchy on them, so be perpard...actually i think i'll hibernate...i really want to write what i feel but i'm withdrawn too, because i know that people do read this...well today i went to keiths house....for unknown reasons i'm crying...i just am so sick of everything...i'm sick of worring about worring other people... i'm sick of feeling like a useless peice of crap...i'm sick of this fucking world and all it has to offer! i wish i could just go to sleep, and just sleep it off...i'm sick of disapointing people...i'm sick of fighting..i'm sick of nothing being worthwhile...i'm sick of always having to craply pretend that i'm happy...i'm sick of nagging...i'm sick of taking everything the wrong way...i'm sick of being anoying....i'm sick of feeling like a burden....i'm sick of myself....i'm just sick of this fucking world...
i know that some person who reads this is going to take it completly in the wrong way...but then again how can it be taken in a wroong way if i dont know what the right way is? but i dont care...i just dont fucking care anymore....what more can i say, i dont want to feel like this anymore...i just dont want to......