well well wel what to say. can't sleep, tired but i cant sleep...so bitter towards life....why do i bother talking to some? you dont need alot of friends in life, just a few good ones. and i wonder some times. why talk to people who piss you off? depress you? when things are going fine, when you are starting to become happy? to be alone would be ideal. but i cant, for some unknown reason, i cant be alone all the time. but it would be great, not to need anyone, just to be alone in the world. observe human nature. if only i could. but the schools make you interact. its impossible to be alone in this world. but there are ways, many ways in which i contemplate. drop out of school, and be alone in the world, but we all know that i wouldnt do that. just to be alone with my books. i dont want people in my life. i dont like people. because if it werent for people then there would be no fear, well no fear for me that is. and there would be no pain. people are the only cause of pain in this world. just to have the only way of communication through books. but other than that to be cut off from this world would be ideal. none of these problems in which we all face in our everyday life. what a life it could be. slowly cut off all human contact. to be truly free, no strings holding you anywhere. nothing...just maybe that's the life for me......
"Let's Ban Humans. They All Suck Anyway."