Ah, another day spent at home when I should be at school. Since the end of march break, I've stayed at home more days than I have gone to school. Gotta love that.
But what I hate is Withdrawal!! my god it sucks ass!!! I've been coming off of one of my meds for the past 2 weeks and now I'm completely off of it, and my god it sucks. Im getting so many headaches, shaking all the time, cold and hot flashes, my mind has gone all sketchy on me. Like I can't focus my eyes sometimes, and the view just suddenly shifts. Plus it kinda feels like the day after a long night of drinking. Not to mention the radomn bursts of sobbing for no reason. I wish this would hurry up and get the hell outta my system...

anyway, on to other things. . . I wish 1 out of the 2 people I want to talk to right now would come on line. But neither one of them comes on a lot. Well one more than the other, but even he isnt on. I hate sitting around waiting for someone to come on line.

I've been having the weirdest dreams lately, well not really dreams, nightmares are more like it. They seem to come in like a series. Some how they all connect and play off eachother, and its not cool at all. Plus they are so realistic that I don't always know if I dreamt it or if it happened. Which confuses the fuck outta me.

Last night me and Lance went and saw Walking Tall. It was a pretty decent movie, I liked Johnny knoxvilles character, he was funny. "You stabbed me with a potato peeler!?!"

Well, I'm off to go clean my room, kinda. . . sorta. . .