heart flutter
Listening to the Beastie Boys. Definalty fits right now.
Have you ever had that feeling in that your chest just swells up, and your heart flutters or races? no, well then your missing out, cause its awesome. your just smiley. I like it when it happens. Sometimes it happens by good news, or when you get excited, or about a person. so yep, theres my blurb on heart fluttering.
anyway. ...
I realized that I really write better on the computer than on paper, it allows me to think. I dont know why, I just work better on computers. only when it comes to writing though. Thats the only way I can do my creative writting, except for poetry, thats done on paper.
A little while ago at work, me and Leanne were talking (a big shocker there, *scarastic tone*) and she helped me realized that I'm afraid of falling. Thats my big fear. Im not afraid of heights, Im fine up there, its just when it comes to getting down. I dont conciously think that im going to fall. But when I'm on a ride like a roller coster, or the zipper or whatever. I always think of my car detaching and being flung into the air. Everytime, without fail. It doesnt stop me from going on these rides, nor am I scared to go on these rides, but that thought always goes through my mind when im on it. And I've had that since I was a little girl. ....
Its not like my fear of clowns, or drive by shootings while im going up the stairs by the door, (which I've also had since i was a really little girl, and I have no idea where this one stems from. So I always ran up the stairs, and even now I go a little quickly, but theres a wall so its not too bad.)
anywhich way, I have been summoned, and so with that I bid thee g'night
Have you ever had that feeling in that your chest just swells up, and your heart flutters or races? no, well then your missing out, cause its awesome. your just smiley. I like it when it happens. Sometimes it happens by good news, or when you get excited, or about a person. so yep, theres my blurb on heart fluttering.
anyway. ...
I realized that I really write better on the computer than on paper, it allows me to think. I dont know why, I just work better on computers. only when it comes to writing though. Thats the only way I can do my creative writting, except for poetry, thats done on paper.
A little while ago at work, me and Leanne were talking (a big shocker there, *scarastic tone*) and she helped me realized that I'm afraid of falling. Thats my big fear. Im not afraid of heights, Im fine up there, its just when it comes to getting down. I dont conciously think that im going to fall. But when I'm on a ride like a roller coster, or the zipper or whatever. I always think of my car detaching and being flung into the air. Everytime, without fail. It doesnt stop me from going on these rides, nor am I scared to go on these rides, but that thought always goes through my mind when im on it. And I've had that since I was a little girl. ....
Its not like my fear of clowns, or drive by shootings while im going up the stairs by the door, (which I've also had since i was a really little girl, and I have no idea where this one stems from. So I always ran up the stairs, and even now I go a little quickly, but theres a wall so its not too bad.)
anywhich way, I have been summoned, and so with that I bid thee g'night
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