this blows

Missing class, cause I can't see Lance right now.
Damn this is hard
Lance broke up with me on Saturday. then he text messaged me later saying that he loved me and if we could get back together. So I msged him back saying that I loved him, but no, we couldnt. Because if we were going to be breaking up every couple of weeks then, ya know. there must be reasons. and that we each need our own time.
And the really crappy thing was that I was considering breaking up with him later on, but then that night I decided that I didnt really want to break up with him.
So , I dont know, its fucking hard.
Sometimes I'm ok, and others, im not. Like right now for instences.
I dont know what im going to do without him, cause I love him so much, and I know that he loves me. And all I want right now is to hug him.