hey...now for a *quick* post...so ive been studing most of the day...stupid damn exams....whats the whole point in me craming all this useless information that i'll forget as soon as possible...my days could be filled with reading,and outdoor activity...but insted im stuck inside getting wrist cramps, and back aches. when there is a whole world out there for me to see......i really dont see the point in all this. all the stress it causes everyone...damn i sound like a hippie.meh, then a hippie ill be.
so in my house right now theres a small war going on between my sisters. jen the younger one is stealing all my colthes and c.d's, make-up, hair stuff. basicly dressing exactly like me. she doesn't do it as well as i do though. but its not like i have an amazing style. its just odd/plain/tacky...and mostly black...but apperently shes taking my sentivity too. my older sister is all"blah blah blah i dont want to have to deal with 2 of her" and jen's all"im just borrowing her stlye. and im nothing like her. i dont ever want to be like her. i would never do the stupid stuff that she does/did"
well jeez no need to fight....i am however slightly offended. a) im oh so sorry for making you deal with me, excuse me for living according to my own way of life. b) i don't think taht i have ever done any thing stupid. well i regret nothing, with the exception of not getting to know eerik as well as i would have liked....c) whats so wrong with being like me? i mean, i have a boyfriend. i have the greatest friends. we dont hide stuff from eachother, we're not 2-faced. we can talk about anything...so i don't see the big deal...i think that my whole family has a veiw of me that im some big druggy, into herion, and always doing bad stuff....news flash...gezzz im so not even half taht bad. im semi-good. i mean i dont do so well in school, and i dunno, we all do our own things. im sorry taht they don't approve of my lifestyle (im making me sound gay arent i?) or my choices, but its my life, for me to choose how i live it. i dont live for them, i do it for me....well i should go back to the pointless studing!
~blessings and moonlight~
so in my house right now theres a small war going on between my sisters. jen the younger one is stealing all my colthes and c.d's, make-up, hair stuff. basicly dressing exactly like me. she doesn't do it as well as i do though. but its not like i have an amazing style. its just odd/plain/tacky...and mostly black...but apperently shes taking my sentivity too. my older sister is all"blah blah blah i dont want to have to deal with 2 of her" and jen's all"im just borrowing her stlye. and im nothing like her. i dont ever want to be like her. i would never do the stupid stuff that she does/did"
well jeez no need to fight....i am however slightly offended. a) im oh so sorry for making you deal with me, excuse me for living according to my own way of life. b) i don't think taht i have ever done any thing stupid. well i regret nothing, with the exception of not getting to know eerik as well as i would have liked....c) whats so wrong with being like me? i mean, i have a boyfriend. i have the greatest friends. we dont hide stuff from eachother, we're not 2-faced. we can talk about anything...so i don't see the big deal...i think that my whole family has a veiw of me that im some big druggy, into herion, and always doing bad stuff....news flash...gezzz im so not even half taht bad. im semi-good. i mean i dont do so well in school, and i dunno, we all do our own things. im sorry taht they don't approve of my lifestyle (im making me sound gay arent i?) or my choices, but its my life, for me to choose how i live it. i dont live for them, i do it for me....well i should go back to the pointless studing!
~blessings and moonlight~
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