i think that this is important to gte out there....well the vistation was today. i went to both of them. the first one was really hard. i couldn't get over it, he looked like he was going to wake up. it scared me because this just feels likea really bad dream. i sobbed, i couldn't help my self. then i went again with alley. i definalty needed to go again. the second time definalty woke me up. he's not coming back...this isn't a really bad dream...
yesterday was the abuslote worst...im not going to get into that...everyones has come together to help one another out, all our differences have been put aside between the groups. and im glad. we gotta remember that theres no wrong thing taht you can act like when your griving. i mean to day i went from one extreme to another, in the morning i was just sad, im the afternoon i was sobbing and shaking. then i was talkitive, i was being i cant explain my emotions. well im really tired, and i know that we have a really hard day ahead of us....*hugs* i love you guys, don't ever forget that.