Tuesday, March 12, 2002

hey one and all...
it is me......i just got back from yet another eventful night with charly and cyncora...we went to the rec center and played pool and pingpong, and fooseball.. it was good times in a small over heated room...then cyncora broke some guy named andrews board...but he got his number *wink wink* brandi looks like you have compatition with this skater dude.... then we went back to charly's house and watched a movie then we all had a talk....

hey i've figured out why i talk about toronto so much...well i miss it alot, things were so much easier back then...as long as bryn and justin were there, and we had our park, everything was fine....but the reason i really miss it is because i didnt have all this problems...i still had a funny back and torn leg muscles, but i was a kid, i still had my dreams....i could take all my aggressions out on chucks a'hoy, or darrel, or justin, and mostly on bryn...we always had our sports... i was good at them...i wasn't innocent mind you... i witnessed a shit load of things. but i always had my hockey, or swimming, wresiling, hand ball, chache chache. teaher ball....plus all of our voilent games, which im not even going to get into! but i miss toronto because i had ways to deal with my shit...i could still for the most part find some sport to do......i miss being realitivly heathly...im not complaining though......

and for you alley...i give a damn, i give a mighty big damn....alley i love you, and you know that i mean it.....i know that theres a lot of shit happening for you... and im sorry for spazing on you eariler, even though i know that that has nothing to do with anything....alley, dont isloate yourself...dont overdose either...if i've gotten this far.....you're just as strong as i am, if not stronger, and you do this....you can pull through...i believe in you, and love you....and have been giving a damn as you so bluntly put it for a long time....and i'll be damned if i give up on you now.....so please when your feeling like shit, call me and scream at me, blame me for everything...you can kick me!?!? you've done it for me, and i'll do it for you....and im seriuos here kid, i'm here for you...im your living punching bag, use me.....and remember a lot of people give a damn, (here's where i list them) me, katie, brandi, charly, danielle, stina, everyone at the benches, everyone in whitby....and not to mention dave mustane, and legolas.... so alley we love you dearly...im here for the abuse, use me damn it!

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