Alright, back from seeing my doc, and thank god there is hope that I will feel better. Although, I newfoundly feel like a horrible druggie. So because I'm having a hard time coming off my antidepressant (effexor rx) he is now giving me lorazepam, which is supposed to help relieve me of anxity and tension, and help my nausea, and basicly help me with the side effects of coming of Effexor. BUT...heres the thing, its a quick fix, I dissove it under my tougne, and it should start working within minutes. I'm not crazy about this dissolving it under my tongue, sounds a little to much like acid. Oh, and since I'm not suppose to take antidepressants with this drug, he's starting me on Celexa in hopes that it will help with the side affects. So much for not mixing drugs. But he seems a little worried, which in turn worries me. GAH!! I feel like such a horrible drug addict.

My jaw hurts from clenching it so much.