quick update
alright so heres a quick update
I got my wisedom teeth out on tuesday. it was painful but at least they put me out. when I came to i was thanking everyone. oh man.
then i had the week off and for the first 2 days ate nothing but apple sauce. then the 3 and 4 day I ate nothing but smushy shreddies with apple juice. (can you tell i like apples?!?)
then saturday night i ate some real food. by sunday night I was actually hungry and ate a huge plate of spegetti, it was awesome!!!
but unfortunalty no one called or came and visted me, including lance, whom i got back together with on the 17th. so eventually the only person who called me was work. and at least they didnt call me to come into work, but just to see how i was doing. i love the people at my work!
anyway, but i ended up calling lance saturday night and breaking up with him for the last time. I explained to him that it was kind of a big deal for him not to call or visit me at all for a week, and that how it just really went to show how much he truely cared about me. but i still love him to death. but it's just time, we're great as friends, but we just cant go any further in a relationship. I just cant do it anymore. not saying that its all his fault, its not anyones fault. we're just both at completely different points in our life. which i really hope he understands. but i still love him, and honestly we work out awesomely as friends, so i hope eventually we can be friends again, cause i would really miss him. well i do really miss him, butits really for the best.
damn he just came on, but i know i cant talk to him. or i'll cry.
anyway, I've decided that its high time I start a new life for myself.
I'm done highschool, and im going to college next year.
so im getting rid of friends who only want to be friends when they need me.
And im not going to let people use me anymore. apparetly im too gentle and everyone takes avantage of that. so screw them, im through being nice.
oh man its so hard not to cry right now
ah screw it, im aloud to cry i dated him for 9 months.
its hard not to talk to him, but i cant, i just cant
screw the rest of this post too
I got my wisedom teeth out on tuesday. it was painful but at least they put me out. when I came to i was thanking everyone. oh man.
then i had the week off and for the first 2 days ate nothing but apple sauce. then the 3 and 4 day I ate nothing but smushy shreddies with apple juice. (can you tell i like apples?!?)
then saturday night i ate some real food. by sunday night I was actually hungry and ate a huge plate of spegetti, it was awesome!!!
but unfortunalty no one called or came and visted me, including lance, whom i got back together with on the 17th. so eventually the only person who called me was work. and at least they didnt call me to come into work, but just to see how i was doing. i love the people at my work!
anyway, but i ended up calling lance saturday night and breaking up with him for the last time. I explained to him that it was kind of a big deal for him not to call or visit me at all for a week, and that how it just really went to show how much he truely cared about me. but i still love him to death. but it's just time, we're great as friends, but we just cant go any further in a relationship. I just cant do it anymore. not saying that its all his fault, its not anyones fault. we're just both at completely different points in our life. which i really hope he understands. but i still love him, and honestly we work out awesomely as friends, so i hope eventually we can be friends again, cause i would really miss him. well i do really miss him, butits really for the best.
damn he just came on, but i know i cant talk to him. or i'll cry.
anyway, I've decided that its high time I start a new life for myself.
I'm done highschool, and im going to college next year.
so im getting rid of friends who only want to be friends when they need me.
And im not going to let people use me anymore. apparetly im too gentle and everyone takes avantage of that. so screw them, im through being nice.
oh man its so hard not to cry right now
ah screw it, im aloud to cry i dated him for 9 months.
its hard not to talk to him, but i cant, i just cant
screw the rest of this post too
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