Emotions Suck ass
Yeah I don't know about this whole lance dealy anymore. I thought I was doing ok, but then I was talking to hayley today, and lance was on, and i just started bawling. I guess im not doing as well as I thought I was. Either that or im getting really damn good at hiding my feelings from myself. Have I mentioned that emotions suck?!?! Well they do! Yeah his msn names are making me feel really bad, and yeah. I dunno I'm pretty sure that he's near hating me at this point, so it's proabably going to be quite a few months before we're even talking again. And I still have to go get my stuff from his place. $_$ grr. not looking forward to that. *sigh* I have a girlie in cali who's my rant chicka as shes going through something similar right now. So it's nice we support eachother. It's almost like we're in a support group, hahah.
So last night was fun, I went out with myke to timmy's. One of his friends showed up there with some people, so we went and sat with them for a while. then She threw an empty box of timbits at myke who was sitting across from her, and who happened to be sitting next to me. so myke throws it back at her and she bats it at him. well it was supposed to hit him, but instead it hit me in the forehead. So I was like " Nice to meet you too!"
Then we went and had some Captin Pepper, or Dr Morgans if you will, well not a lot, actually barely any, but it tasted good. We walked around while I waited for a friend to come pick me up. So we drove around, and I got attacked by his car.
Eww I can hear my cat throwing up...definalty not something I want to hear, but its worse to wake up too!
So me and my friend at work leanne, were joking around about how I could sneak into the Edge.
Apparently the bouncer on friday nights lets anyone in with tits . So we devised a plan. well Leanne came up with the plan. She's going to lend me one of her bras with 2 rolls of toliet paper to stuff with, then when I get in, I can just change. hahahaha, so thats our plan!
I just dyed my hair again. Its the same blackish red colour that I dyed it before, but last time it didnt take very well. but I love the colour, and it seemed to take pretty good this time, so hopefully it works!
" I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out the marrow of life. To put to rout all that was not life, and not when I had come to die, discover that I had not lived." --- Dead Poets Society
So last night was fun, I went out with myke to timmy's. One of his friends showed up there with some people, so we went and sat with them for a while. then She threw an empty box of timbits at myke who was sitting across from her, and who happened to be sitting next to me. so myke throws it back at her and she bats it at him. well it was supposed to hit him, but instead it hit me in the forehead. So I was like " Nice to meet you too!"
Then we went and had some Captin Pepper, or Dr Morgans if you will, well not a lot, actually barely any, but it tasted good. We walked around while I waited for a friend to come pick me up. So we drove around, and I got attacked by his car.
Eww I can hear my cat throwing up...definalty not something I want to hear, but its worse to wake up too!
So me and my friend at work leanne, were joking around about how I could sneak into the Edge.
Apparently the bouncer on friday nights lets anyone in with tits . So we devised a plan. well Leanne came up with the plan. She's going to lend me one of her bras with 2 rolls of toliet paper to stuff with, then when I get in, I can just change. hahahaha, so thats our plan!
I just dyed my hair again. Its the same blackish red colour that I dyed it before, but last time it didnt take very well. but I love the colour, and it seemed to take pretty good this time, so hopefully it works!
" I went to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out the marrow of life. To put to rout all that was not life, and not when I had come to die, discover that I had not lived." --- Dead Poets Society
1 Comments:
Hey chicky what's up?
I feel ya honey! It sucks when you have to go back to his place and get your stuff. I still have to go get all my crap out of his storage.
You know what I had to remove my ex from my yahoo and aol list. It was getting to depressing seeing him logg on and not talking to me. I drove me insane. I was like shit c'mon im me c'mon. The jerk never did. I added him and then deleted him 3 times. Blah.... He is off my list now. It is better that way. I will add him again later on down the line. Way way later on down the line.
So hang in there girlie. I am here when ever you need to talk.
Oh by the way get one of those water bras From Fredricks of hollywood or something the kind that make your boobs stick out. Then wear a low cut blouse. =)
Have a good weekend
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