dont worry about it renee... we all have our time of crying. i wouldnt want u to fake being happy and be really hurting. i just wish there was something to make it better for you. i kno that ur uncle meant a lot to u. kinda a similar figure that ron boyes was. its ironic that oit was cancer they both had. no wonder we get along so well. but neway im really thankful to all the work u put into it. i had an amazing time i really did. really that party made my day. cuz it was so nice and to have almost every1 there. it was mt first surprise party. and it was fun times... fun times indeed. thank u every1! man today was like a really emotional day tho. i really wish we had the whole week off tho. wow im 16 what a weird notion. i can drive, haha bad driving runs in the family too haha my sister ran inro the garage and got 3 speeding tickets and she passed the test the first try.and my brother failed his second driving test last week and a week a go my mom almost ran a stop sign right in front of a policeman. haha good ol family/ ahhh but they mean well. im actually pretty lucky. man i cant wait till the weekend. im getting rid of the black hair and going downtown. and soon i will bring back the fire muahaha (i hope my mom wont get mad... meh shell get over it) guess thats it
peace