well man, this really sucks....why doeseverything always have to happen at once? why does every one have to be so stressed out? i mean... i'm flipping out on others about the stupidest smallest things....i cant talk to my friends because they already have more tahn enough problems on theyre own...back to bottling everything back up, or posting it here...man completly falling back in to my old ways...i need to somehow get on with the rest of my life....but if all this crap keeps arising then i can wave good bye to clairty of mind...i just need....i dont know what i need....FUCK MAN THIS SUCKS ASS!!