and im ok
alright, I'm ok
im actually pretty good right now.
last night was a little rough, but im doing much better today. And yes it happened for a reason, so no more break up make up shit.
not going to force myself to talk to him either. Im going to be fine.
We're over with and thats ok.
just gotta keep telling myself that im ok
im ok
im ok
im ok
im actually pretty good right now.
last night was a little rough, but im doing much better today. And yes it happened for a reason, so no more break up make up shit.
not going to force myself to talk to him either. Im going to be fine.
We're over with and thats ok.
just gotta keep telling myself that im ok
im ok
im ok
im ok
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Hey chica it's me your friend in cali
Man oh man do I have some stuff to tell you.
So guess what? Guess who I got to see yesterday?
We talked on msn for a long time. He tried making conversation with me. I was very short with him. That did not last at all. I gave in :( He asked to see me. Soooooo I said let me think about it. Playing hard to get even though I Knew I would say yes. Grrrrr So I let 2 hours pass by and then he called again. So we met up at the park and he gave me a hug. We said hello and then in the middle of my oh I am doing great he kisses me. (exhales) very profoundly! I said woe ...... He said I've missed you. I love you. It is hard living with out you. Man I was shocked. So I played it cool. Said yes it is hard but I can live with out you and I am ok. I have proven that to myself by being strong and trusting myself not to call you. He said ok. I know we have to move on but I see us getting back together. I said well if I am still single go for it. I won't hold my breath, I'll die!
So more kissing and huging...... Then we said c-ya later. Have a safe trip. I will wait for your call when you get back.
I felt so safe in his arms. I sound so pathetic. Man I am so weak. It felt so great though. The chills running up and down my body when he huged me. Man I felt like I was in the movies. Grrr I can't let it get to me though. I am moving on. I won't call him while I am away. I have to be strong.
Now you say...... may the force be with you!
He he.
We can get through this. It is hard and full of ups and downs but don't stop living your life. Who knows what the future brings. Just go out and do the things you like when you are ready. OK
Take care hugs and more hugs
your friend in cali
wow that was a long comment.. and had wasnt't directly about the post.
-rob
i are the gooded typerist
-rob
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