ah the ups and downs of my life...

the ups!
I've been working alot so my next pay will hopefully be good!!
I managed to buy new pants, so now I will be able to look at the button on my pants without having to lift up the roll.
I got a new kick ass belly button ring, its a dragon!
I got an e-mail from the guy I like
Haven't heard from the british chick that wants to kill me (definalty a plus in my books!)
Lance has started working again

the bad (thumbs down!)
My cat is sick. She has another kidney stone, and the blood work /testing alone cost $300, and she'll need to have a $1000 operation soon. Or we will have to put her down. But sadly only me and my older sister have any sorce of income in my house, and the majority of mine goes towards my incredibly expensive prescription meds. She's only 9 yrs old, but she still acts like a kitten, otherwise this wouldnt be as hard. So this is fucking crappy.

I also may not be able to go to the Distillers concert (Boooooo!!!!!)

oh man, I am so lazy.
I have come to the realization that i am incredibly lazy. I want to do so much, and really should, but i just never get around to it. It may be a lack of motivation, or lack of funds or what not. But really when it comes right down to it, it's just so much easier not to. For instence, I really should go lane swimming alot, but i dont. now i could say, its because I have no money to go. Or I could say that I'm too tired (which is true alot) or I could also say that I have a sinus cold and the pool would only make it worse. these all play little roles in my not going. But really I should, so I can strengthen my back, tighten my joint legiments, become overall more muscular, adn maybe loose some of the rolliness around my belly, so I wont have to go and buy a bunch of new pants cause none of mine fit. -OR-- I could not. I'm just to damn lazy. I should do so much, but its just so much easier not to. Even with things like staying up to read, instead of sleeping. Now if I'm bored, I'll just go nap. I have reached the upmost laziness. Ok I lie, it could be worse. but still, I am very lazy!!

Some people search for the strangest things on the web....
for instance, according to my statcounter (it records everything that goes on, on my site, who vists, how many times, where they come from, if they got the address from a link, a bunch of stuff)
People have searched google for
" Trying not to wet my pants" - and my site comes up first
"webcam" "in a casket" - again my site came up first
"stabbing a vien"
some of the other searches that people have done include;
" AFI's davey and Jade"
"Msn emoticon giving the finger"
"Picture of black men in white neigbhood"
-------AND-----
The most popular search is................

"Hermaphadite"

I dont know why so many people are searching for hermaphidites, and then read the description of my site, and yet still decide that its what they are looking for....
Theres some strange people out there kiddo's

Not having a good day today...
Last night instead of going out with my friends, I went to bed at 7, and slept all night through. Then because we ran out of bottled water, I didnt have anything to bring to drink this morning, so I had to go buy a drink from the caf... As I open my bottle of pop, it explodes on me, covering both my sweater and pants...Now its too damn cold not to wear a sweater, so I turned it inside out. At the beginning of second period, I was drink my pop again, and low and behold, it spills on my sweater again. So now I convently have pop stains on both sides of my damn sweater.
And to kick it all off, I'm having one of those BLAH days. You know, just one of those days that you just dont feel attractive in the least. You dont have time to do your hair or makeup, your pants are slightly too short, your not feeling perticularly good about your body, you discover a stain on your shirt, and your boots are damp...I hate these days. Bah...only one more period to go...

ah, long time no post.....
yesterday in Soc. class, Mrs. Macniell taught us the exacty same lesson that she had taught to us already 2 times. So we learned about the communication model again for the 3rd time. And not only partically, but completely and in whole. We werent even talking about anything relavent to it. We had 20 minutes left of class, and she couldnt decide between the model, and reading from the text book. She even explained it exactly as she had the otehr 2 times. ....bah!!! She's always repeating her self. In the process of 5 minutes she'll say the same point or word a thousand times....BAH!!!
antyway, I guess I should go to class...

AHhh, I enjoy immensly not going to schoool. We had a Richard day, today. None of us went to school or work...
I was talking to Rob today, and as there became a lull in the conversation, we took to playing with emoticons. It became apparent that soon we wont even need to use words to have a conversation on msn. We can simply rely on the emoticons. I no longer have to type in ' fuck you', I can now just use my smilie thats giving the middle finger. Now you may think, 'where the hell is she getting this from? Crazy nut!" and to you I reply, I resent being called a Crazy nut, the term is legally insane. and Think about what MSN has done to the english language. "LOL, R U goin N E where 2nite?" the short form is going to take over. we no longer have the need for language!
It kinda reminds me of hieroglyphic's. ( You know, they wrote on the walls of tombs with pictures.)
See now, we as a society are either regressing, or the Egyptians we're incredibly advanced.
" Hmm, I think we need a word for that...NAH, we can use a picture!"
Now im not saying that its exactly like hieroglyphic's, because in hieroglyphic's there's a symbol for each letter of the alphabit. The emoticons erases the need for individual letters because we can express ourselves with pictures of emotions, and actions. We could very well tell a whole story without typing real words at all!
I'm not sure wheater this is a good thing or not, considering that I hate it when people use the short form when typing.