so its me yet again. im always posting. so it looks liek a friday night all alone. it seems like everybodies mad at me, adn i dont know why. so everybodies got something to do tonight except me, gezz guys i love you too. well its not there fault, i just feel like im on the verge of yet anonther break down. i always seem to get these, why wont they stop, no matter what i do i always seem to get them. i wish that they would stop. wow it looks like i really will be doing something all by myself tonight. hello coffee shop here i come. i just feel so unloved. i dont know, i hate feeling like this! anyways, so im bound to have a crapy,tear fulled night, hope that you have a better one. enough of my depressed whining.

well what can i say, chris pulls through again. *claps* and so should you. well not much else to say, ny hair never wants to stay one colour! me and christina had fun with lipstick. hahah now no one can complain that i dont blog, because to my belief this is my third one to day! so hahahah. take taht! have you any idea how sad my life is , me and christina both really like this song, Lemonade, by Tsunami Bomb. they're a unknown punk band. and because both of us could sing that, we wanted to know the lyrics, so i sat down and figured them out!, its a great song. alot would call it pop-punk, but i dont know i mean just cause its a chic band means nothing, and the fact that they use metophers. i dont know now im just rambling!, but i always do that, im starting to fall back in to my insomic ways. not fun :'( my hair is soooo soft, everyone always touched it when it was horribly dead, not that it still isnt, but now it's a touchable dead.but now its soft, and not because stina and i had hair sex. tommorows girls nite!, we basicaly have one every week, they're great, sometimes we dress up, tommorow i think that i will dress up in some way. i dont know wheni wear dresses and skirts, i always feel like i look really funky, it always makes me feel pretty. i can finalty look myself in the mirror and see that im not ugly like i used to think that i was, just being able to look in the mirror and not wanna insult your self is amazing. i honstly feel so much better about my self. i also realize what a feat that is, considering that many women will go through they're lives thinking thinks that are not true. now im not saying that im amazingly hott or anything, but i dont hate myself anymore. i think that a lot of this has to do with my friends, they are so very supportive and we are constantly telling each other how pretty the other person is and pointing out they're atturbiutes. and then theres keith. i dont know, he's just always saying stuff. and i always feel so safe when im with him, and complety relaxed. nothing is going through my mind, well most of the time, and it's like i dont have a worry in the world. its just so nice to be with him. run away from everything, and not hav eto think about anything. what can i say, my friends aleays know what to say , espically mathewson, anytime that anything is wrong, if i tell him he always knows what to say. and i know that he wont run around the school telling people. i think that its great that i have such a great bunch of friends that will alwasy be there for me. and we dont have to prentend that we're someone else. i know who i fit with, and i couldnt ask for more.!!!

well this has been a really long blog, but yeah you dont care
gotta love how i tell you what you think

well im not sure if this is gonna work or not, i had to copie all of cyncoras scrpit, man i fucked up roaly!
now it see...

me and christina have had hair sex. my hair is really soft, christinas is too, really soft, but theres more of an improvment in mine. mathewsons helping me fool around wit the site. never ask keith to help you, he sucks! he thinks that he knows all , but is lazy and makes a big deal out of it!
anyways christina fell through the chair! hahaha, then she got stuck, hahahah. what a loser!, than she was singing to her self.
MAKE her stop mualing my neck with her hair!!!!!!!!!!!!
well shes getting visous now, so ill be back

well christina's rinseing out her hair i will blog. i blogged last nite, but me being me, i deleted it. i havent blogged in a while caause nothens happned, for 3 1/2 days i have been at home with a REALLY sore back, and so far this week have only been to 2 classes. *thumbs up*! well as you've probably noticed the blog as really fucked up. i think that that was because i was trying to add a guest book, but i had to change the template, and it didnt do the one that i wanted. so i will try to make it better than ever. but knowing me, i will screw it up, because techonolgy hates me with a passion. and now my hair is a mix between a mix of purple adn pink, or dusty rose except brighter. haha christinas sitting on a broken chair!!!
well i will try to fix my blog now.
by the way, its not a good idea to put sucker on other peoples faces! *NICK* especally when you cant reach it with your tounge!
well tahts all for now

hey guys im @ renees house its wicked cool. More getting dirty for me. first w. the painting and then w/ the hair dyeing i did renees its super cool but prolly no one will make a big deal which sux in a way but wut can ui do??? i totallt dndt expect my reactiion just cuz weird colours isnt that uncommon specially for me and renee but hey. wut a good job she did. neway what ahppened to regular posting? i mean the last one was mon. ua i wrote about my crappy day and how nick broke up w. me but wutever i was dissapointed but im cool now. come to think about it it doesnt seem much differemt neway... theres the hugging and talking im trying to make it not weird but he kinda has expected ,e tp get over it lickidy split bithey. ya it was all about the mad beating and hugging yeah mathewson and eerik were chasing me it was kinda worrying wut was w/ the hormones boys? so ya me and renee have been thinkin about how we should auction ourselves off @ the auction lol well prolly get booed!! no that would suck but yueah if ne guys read this and actually would bid on us email us or me (christina_karney@hotmail.com) if u would so we have some reassurance b4 we make complete idiots of ourselves. but neways i guess thats it i have more to say but me and renee are washing out dye now!! byebye!! peace be to all and to all a good night ... ho ho ho*makes faces*

hey well today has been a pretty crappy monday!! I h8 mondays! did u hear about the song its pretty funny but yeah today has kinda sucked. (im sorry this is mostly a complaining blog) yeah so neway my afternoon classes turned to be incredibly borning!! argh u would not believe worst math class and health. im also getting sick and after skool i didnt really get to see ne1. then i had to walk to work and started off there by getting lectured for not coming one day fr some1 sitching shifts w. me!! im sorry i didnt come cuz i didnt kno!! neway yeah then working was not great well cuz its work.... but then yeah ive been kinda like ahhh w. my situation w. nick cuz it had seemed like he was avoiding me well my suspitions were confirmed today by him breaking up w. me! man do i suck @ relationshups or wut? well he said he still liked me and wutever but u kno well see wut happens. I could kinda see it coming.... neway well life doesnt suck completely. i had a wicked fri w. the gals and i went to a youth even w. danielle at my church. it was disgusitng but fun. but yeah ahhh emotions starting to overwhelm now so im gonna get off now and pout and cry..... but dont worry tomorrowsa another day.... this girl has not stoped smiling yet!
later

ya so today at school was pretty cool. i didn't have to do anything 4 period because i was helping the grade 9 food class make apple crisp. that was kinda cool but it was funny cause some of them put there ovens on broil instead of on bake so it just burned the top and the apples didnm't get cooked. oh well!. yesterday i made a frozen peanut butter pie and my teacher told me it was ugly and i didn't get any marks on presentation just because i didnt chop the peanuts in small peices and my edges were kinda messy like i care aslong as it tastes good. i din't really care about messy edges. french class has been pretty good since milot had her break down. we have been reading stories. i like stories. but yes now let me teel you all of this boy i see everywhere. i see him at the mall at school wlaking down the street in the coffee shop. it is kinda weird. he used to work with my friend but now i forget his name go old memorie never works very well for some reason but i can always remember stupid stuff. like that margarine only needs 2 more ingreadiants to be made into plastic and that snow is a good inselator. i mean the snow one is kinda good if i ever get stuck out i the snow all by my self and i am about the freeze to death i can just barie myself in the snow to keep my body heat in. so with that do you suppose you would stay warm if you were having sex in the snow?? so back to the guy i see everywhere. it is very weird cause we just make eye contact and continue walking or going along with our buisness. but at the same time i am not complaining cause the guy is quite good looking. he even has a piercing and he skates. that is a good combonation i find but yes i am done now i hope you had fun reading this. good bye for now!

hello every1 once again! wut happened todanielle on this blog? it seems that me and renee only right on it now... oh well im sure shes busy with most important things.. so neway today has been alright. yeah we wrte letters to santa today!! what a great idea!! all credit goes to brittany wut a great person... neway so yeah that was bunches of fun and my classes were same ol same ol and then nick came to my locker which was nice we dont see each other enuff... well tomorrow i get to walk home cuz my basketball season is over now! we got platinum!! well second we played for lossa championships and the game was really frustating near the end cuz the ref was totally for the other team. we got claled for fouls on absolotuly everything!! its quite annoying yeah so neway the team we played got half theyre points @ the line and our 10 point lead got chizzled away and we ended up losing by 2 points!! that hurts!! well enuff of my comlining about the game. i am actually pretty proud to actually have made it that far! go team!! yeah and the ppl were nicer to me today its great. ashley irvine makes me laugh!!
peace love and funky monkeys

well im here again to tell you what pisses me off about people on MSN.
1) those who do not say goodbye, how hard is it?,be curtous.
2) those who are ever signing in and out and in and out. could you keep it to a minimum?
3) the names i cannot read! writing in the %^&`~#!$ way just pisses me off, how am i supposed to laugh if i cant read it?
4) the names, hahah tyler is SO hott, and the sexyy ones. GAH can i say more?
5) people who just stop talking to you, cause there "too cool" *coughs* keith. a) not only is that rude, but upsetting to know that you've reached the annoying point. if your talking about something that the other person doesnt then change the subject!
6) the little 'ping' noise that it makes when you have a new message
7) when all someone adds to the conversation is ok, umm, lol...ect. its hard to cary on a one sided convo.
8) the lol, hate it with passion! grrrr..
9) the oic, grrr, reminds of a pig
10) the ones who never reply!!!

well that was my top ten pet pevees about msn!
well now im gonna try to fool around with this page, and will problably fuck it up rolaly!

whoa, the computer screen, looks really funny without my glasses on.
well i believe that we have come to the point in our relationship (me and you the reader) for me to tell you about drama class, and the writting that goes on there. see my drama class is very relaxed. and my friends in there are VERY friendly, but then again so am i, well not VERY friendly but enough. during movies that we watch in class we all use each other as pillows, and feel the need to write on eachother. no wthis has been going on for quite sometime. usally its something like "i love the cock" or " i love pussycats" or stranger things, that i have no explaintions for. well one time someone wrote "i love pussycats" on my back and as i was going up the stairs my mum asked what was on my back, and who had been touching my ass.well as it turns out amanda roy had slapped my ass and left a hand print, so all afternoon i had been walking around with this hand pring on my ass. meh i dont really care.
moving on to yet another story. this time its about my stupied assed sister, the older one.
so after school i agreed to go out in the cold with my sister to go to the store, on teh condition that she bought me something...actually she offered to buy me something, so i went, and on the way there she stepped in dog shit, because she doesnt watch where shes going. so she blames it on me. okay. so then we get to the store, and last night while waiting for my pizza to be cooked i went to look at magizines, and i found this really cool one about tatoo's, with pictures and such, but i didnt have the 8 bucks at the time. so when we went there today i asked her to buy it for me, and that i had 10$ at home that i would give her, but i wanted the change so that i could buy something. so she did, then as soon as i got my change back from buying a pop, she decides that she wants the change because she went to so much trouble. i said no, because she didnt have to and it's not my fault that the lady there gave her 2 5's, that she didnt want. big deal, then on the way home she was trying to guilt me, because she now had a couple of bills, instead of one. im thinking, you know what, its all money, it still adds up to the same thing. you can't make me feel guilty for this, you big idiot! and just to spite me on teh way home she pushed me into some dog shit!!!
well enough of my whining and blathering
blessings and moon light

jelly beans and pancakes...wut an odd mix

i like to eat cookies and ice cream on my roof:D *smiles eerily*

sorry about the last blog guys i was going nuts!! that darn sugar.. renee and shannon gave me some... i had to fix my name... i didnt want christina christina that just sux! yuppers well seems to be that every1 on theyre blog has parts about friends relationships and whatnot
friends: theyre awesome... pickering and ajax high friends. speaking of which im w/ a bunch tonite were having fun times @ shannons. no fights r nething we get along just like one big happy family
relationships: well ive been going out w. nick for over a week now! score!! yeah hes great! so crazy and such crazyness kicks. its all about greating each other w/ like big hugs that nearly knock u ocer... cept we dont see enuff of eachother... well bball ober this week and more time i will have back!! yay *claps hands*
politics: teenage politics are too confusing.... that guy for bin laden got killed so i heard.. i kno these things by purchasing newspapers for the library i work there u kno its cool.

hey guys im soo excited ythis is my first blog ever!! wow *a tear. well thanx to renee for inviteing me finally... y did it take so long... im hurt:( but on another note yeah im @shannons and were having a secret meeting thats keiths not allowed to kno about *nose tap *cough cough* kttie rules!! jokes but neway...so yeah its funny me and renee went on speakers corner way back when and ppls till come up to me an ask about it.. i feel like such a looser cuz we prolly sounded really dumb to to most ppl but no matter...yeah its funny were celebritys!! lol yeah i say that i hate acronyms but i relaize thaty im just like every1 else using the brbs and loling/... its sad really. bu back to the celbrity thing ya its grtat im not a faceless gr 10 ppl kno who i am...thats cool i can dig it. another thing that comes to mind i was writing in chris' blog guestbook thing..(good blog by th by) wuts the deal w/ the milk commercials? ti makes me so mad wut does the sexualness come in w/ milk? frankly when i think of milk i do NOT think about sex... i wouldnt think it a 'sexy' drink. bacardis another story but not milk... i mean children a watching... the adds these days are sad really trying to sell us propaganda that we really dont need at all.,,,, but enuff blogging for one nite im getting some more coke.... coca cola tho not the other kind.... hehe *shiftty eyes*....*cough cough* gotta go~

aww fuck, i just typed out this frigging long blog and then my compt went screwy. so now i have to write it all out again! ok as i was saying before the dumb machine went mad, so i went to go get extra help today at lunch in math, and the teacher who was supposed to be there wasn't so i told my math teacher and he was helping me for a while then he had to go so he got another teacher to help me. so mr.murphy, my math teacher last year, who looks like an older version of mr.bean with a pole stuck up his ass and chalk around his crotch. he hates me almost as much as i do him. last year i was only there about 50% of the classes, and when i was there i was always laughing with scott and stina. so he walks past to see whos in there, and his eyes just bluge outa his head even more then they already do. then i just hear him say to another teacher, yeah you better get another teacher! it was great, he refuses to teach me! so some other teacher that i like came in to help me. i was laughing, it was great. maybe tomorrow i will tell you a story about fake eye lashes, and the notes i get written on my body in drama class

today in french class we made the teacher have like a total break down. we had to wirte this stupid frigin dictee because someone spoke in english and our teacher is a big bitch so she gives us dictees. they are extreamly pointless mostly because they involve grammar which i stated before i find no use for. well after we finished writing this paragraph of crap she rolled this stupid dice and if it lands on 1 or 6 the dictee counts so we have to get it marked. well today it landed on 3 so everyone in the class crumpled their paper into as small a ball as possible. then she decided to collect them. well she was already pissed at the fact she had to collect rumbled paper but mike started to laugh and she just started to scream. she told us we were gonna get 60 and fail because we didn't care about anything and so pretty much that we were stupid. well that was the highlight of my day. i hope you enjoy it as much as i did.

i am writting on this blog because it is fun times in a box. as others i hate to use capitals because i just can't find a use for them or even grammar in general. i hate grammar it is so stupid and whoever invented it should be sufering in hell right now.
so today i decided that i do not trust any fast food restaurants. you can't see whats going on in there and you just never know what could be happening to your food. take dairy queen i mean you don'tknow what's happening to those toppings before they make it to your ice cream. someone could be sticking their feet in your strawberry topping or pissing in your caramel. you just have no idea someone could be infecting your burger with hepititis. how gross is that. i just had to get that out and now i am done. maybe someday i will tell you about this boy i see everywhere.

well here i am starting yet another blog. this one will plague you with my horrible spelling and odd thoughts that will forever plague me, until they plague you too. as you can tell i hate using capitals, and i never will on this blog!
like today for example, i was sitting in drama class playing assains, a great game!, and i was sitting cross legged and touching my head to the floor , only one butt cheek would strech!, no matter which leg i put up first only the one would strech. its been bothering me a great deal.